Friday, April 20, 2012


Don't be fooled by the beauty of things
like this cloud
so picturesque
and so destructive

But, let's learn
that even in worse conditions
try to look good
or at least look good in spite the failing condition

The show nature puts up
even on destruction path
is worth respect

The full force of lights
clap of thunder
and unseen stage-settings of clouds

takes your breadth away
in picture
and sometimes
in life, literally.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Go with the flow...



पानी के बहाव की तरह
ज़िन्दगी बहती जाती है

ना रूकती है , ना पलटती है
और ना ही रुक के सोचती है
की क्या साथ बह रहा है

कभी कुछ पल , कुछ लोग
छूट भी जाते है
कुछ गहराइयों में खो भी जाते है
किसी किनारे पे अलग हो जाते है

घोर अँधेरे में
सुबह की धूप में
समय की ताल पे

पत्थर आये तो रुख मोड़ लेती है
बारिश के बहाव में रफ़्तार तेज हो जाती है
सूखे में चुपके से आहिस्ता हो जाती है

कुछ पीछे नहीं रहता
लेकिन फिर भी कुछ एक जैसे नहीं रहता

पानी के बहाव की तरह ...ज़िन्दगी

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Have I driven myself into non-creative land?



Knowing things
Trying to figure out everything by associating it with something I already know
Trying too hard to figure out who I am
What am I capable of
What are others doing
Deciding what I like based on what I have already seen

Leaves little room
for surprise

I need to open some windows
air it out
let rain drops cleanse

Relaxed mind is the sprouting ground of originality
Detox the mind
Throw out schedules
Let stress flow out of my veins

and then see everything without making sense of it
experience
feel
be...

Friday, March 30, 2012

Memories



Memories holds my hand
firm and tender
and don't let me fall

they bring along rush of feelings
some ill timed tears
and some unanticipated laughter

in bad times
in good times
a companion through it all

was it like that,
did it feel that way
questions linger, filling my empty heart

Some paths we travel
I vividly remember
some I can't place at all

no matter how much time passes
each moment printed in memory
feelings preserved
people etched

faded faces
half baked names
some I can't forget
some hard to recall

I live by them or live because of them
when I stumble and stumble I will
these memories hold my hand
stand me up, stand me up tall

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Borrowed time...



हर रोज़ चंद लम्हे वो होते है
जो गुज़रे हुए कल की याद में खर्च होते है


यादें मेरे पीछे भागती है
और उन लम्हों में मुझे छु लेती है
समेट लेती है

या शायद में यादों को लिये
आज से दूर भागती हूँ

आज का उधार
बीते कल पे खर्च करके
आने वाले कल का भोझ कम लगने लगता है |

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

A tiny bit crazy?!



We all need to be a little bit crazy at most times of our lives to achieve anything.

We, as human race, need to be a little bit crazy at most times to explore anything.

Look at these pictures...
I rest my case.

We need to keep alive that crazy voice inside us
that makes us do these things
because these things lead to anything at all
or perhaps everything

It leads us to what can be done, found, explored, worked out...

Only a crazy can stir the frenzy of ideas
Stimulate curiosity to find ways and places
and strength to push through...

A tiny bit crazy is not good...it is essential.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Aaj...




आंखें जो मैने बंद की
सोचा
नींद आये शायद, कोई ख्वाब आये, सुकून आये

ख्वाब आये
मगर ना सुकून आया
और ना ही फिर नींद आई

वो ख्वाब था
या उस सपने के चन्द टूटे हुए हिस्से थे
जो मैंने जागती आख़ों से देखा था

बिखरे हुए कुछ टुकड़े
जो कहीं खो गये थे मुझसे

बिना मुझे बताये
जुड़ गये

सपना खुली आँख का ना सही
बंद आँखों का ख्वाब बन गये

Monday, March 19, 2012

Guess what...



Spring shows up early morning today!

How do I know?

Plants leaked the news. Actually, it was a delightful execution.

They got the memo...all of them at exactly the same time.

And, they filled the space with resplendent colors and delicious fragrances of flowers.

It really feels like plants got the message and went to work...turning eveything into art gallery overnight.

Cherry Blossom made me fall in love with that pink that I swore I'd never take a liking to.

Lavender and Magnolia, Tulips and Dafodills – all are competing...oh and those dogwood trees!

Don't be fooled by silly names, they are all bringing it.

Don't sit tight...take a walk...keep your eyes wide open...the show is about to begin.

Let your senses take in the drama

It is the beginning
of the mighty spring!

Saturday, March 17, 2012

The white mountain



Shasta...the white mountian. It stands different and it stands tall.

A recent trip to shasta and I saw some things that I don't associate with this hood.

Eeerie silence on freeway and around lake making it seem like ghost-town.

Long, dark patches of nothingness.

Lots of 'Got Weed?' mugs in gas stations.

Shasta, and its seasons, are very disparate.

Hot and lively or cold and silent.

The winters are cold but peaceful - not a soul on trails, not a fisherman in sight, not a creature lurking in or around the five fingered water-body.

The house-boats, like parked cars, line up the docks...the gentle tap of water throws them against docks and the a faint echo drowns in shallow blue-greem slime of lake.

The sun creeps across the lake gently and steadily...its rhythm matching the sound-less beat of still water.

The tips of shasta briefly peek thorugh the ever-present lenticular cloud. They shine in setting sun like golden inverted cones and then blush away in shades of pink and orange.

There's something about evenings in mountains. It is as if cold and silence are out to play as moon shines over snow turning it into silver playground. And then there is a storm brewing...

Watching snow move through a valley is like looking at white sheets being blow dried in air...cotton ripping from the sheets like crumbs.

A mountian so isolated and yet so dominant. A poet describes it as -"Lonely as God, and white as a winter moon, Mount Shasta starts up sudden and solitary from the heart of the great black forests of Northern California."

On a clear day it can be seen from fifty to undred miles away. If anything it teaches us to stand tall even with our peculiarities.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Free car-wash…for everyone…all day long!




Finally it rains!

The grass, the plants, the trees all take a bath.

And the cars get a free wash for as long as they are in open.

Everything looks fresh. Everything looks clean. Everything looks bright.

Everyone gets treated to free round of dusting…nature dusts away everything and douses everything with a fresh sparkle.

Roads get a wash, plants get watered, reservoirs fill for summer, and everyone gets reprieve from extreme cold and heat…as rain drops and re-nourishes earth and earthlings.

It inspires poets and lyricists, fuels creativity, brings out craving for warm-fried food…and re-nourishes our spirit and soul.

Makes you want to curl into a blanket, sip hot tea and read a book. Now that everything is clean and new!

Season turns, life emerges, everything is new.

Rain…